plus minus divide time

love sucks!!!... hahahaha never... i love to be in love... love to make love love to be love and loving bla bla bla... but forget bout love for few moments... this is not romantic comedy blog, its my point of view... so what i'm gonna say is... fuck you ese! hahaha... jokin again... what make u think u always on the right path? is the instinct, or the alter ego... or is it yourself? the feeling of pride and "i'm always right" even sometimes u are truly wrong... but how could u know that? wait till the good things u own lost just like that... and during that moment.. either u know what good and what shit is up to you... if u still didn't realized that... good luck brah!! feel free to make mistake again and again... i heard about "sometimes god gave rain instead of sunshine in your life, maybe god want to gave rainbow" but sometimes the rainbow itself is the test to make sure how thankful u are... either u remember the ground u step on or u just kept flying and fall one day... and good luck again because once u fall from the top... lots of people just became sitting duck all day long... hehehe.. aite chow2 till we meet again

Noktah/Koma/Tanda seru/

skarang ni memang zaman gelap aku, dengan kawan2 slalu lepak x ajak dah skrg, awek pun da blah... pergh... boleh tahan gak sepi skang nih... hahaha.. nasib badan la... ape nak buat, aku tgh susah, ni time aku lak rasa macamana nk hidup sorang2, ye r ape lg yg tinggal? skrg ni hidup byk kat rumah, nak keluar selalu, duit lak kurang, time duit ada sikit, kereta lak x pernah ada, pergh... dugaan tol skrg nih, tapi aku percaya la.. ada hikmah ni, mungkin dengan xde kawan nak melepak, jalan hidup aku kembali lurus dan bile dah xde awek ni aku kembali... entah r susah nak cakap... budak sorang ni btol2 buat aku naik giler... pernah lak aku jeles ngan ex2 aku... tp bdk sorang ni je la... hahahaha aku btol2 terkena kali nih.. tp xpe... ade la coming soon tu... hehehe... aku bukan playboy, tapi aku x nak jiwa kacau sbb hal2 cintan2 nih... pada aku, masa aku untuk ada family sendiri jauh sgt lagi... jadi blom ready lg nak bercintan sakan(nak sedapkan hati)... motif aku tulis ni pun sbb da lama aku x menulis kat sini, ye la bukan ada hasil pun type kat blog nih, bukan ada yang membaca dan paling penting bukan boleh jual pun cerita2 bengong aku... xde value.. just tempat nak luah cerita dan bentang idea... kekadang orang shoot gak aku sbb tulis mende2 yang brutal... ada yg kata racist, sexism, bajet bagus dan lain-lain... jawapan aku sangat simple... kenapa nak terasa? (hahaha) dan ada? ada? ada aku kesah? seronok hidup nih... ada atas ada bawah... xde yang kekal...

p/s... poor hafiz -_-" hihihi

pesan si tukang kata

celik mata di awal pagi
greene kembali lagi
hilang macam houdini
muncul macam menteri

suka hijau-hijauan
kuat bagi saranan
dalam hal perempuan
ku hampir level "tuan"

pada gadis saya jgn cuba serong cerita
kalau adinda main pasti kanda main juga
jangan lupa kau kata kau ku yang punya
aku tahu diri kau ramai yang nak goda

cakap terang-terang
jika kau masih sayang
aku dah gila bayang
aku x main wayang

Walking Tall

I'm an eighty eight born child with no talent except for talking shit and crapping all day long... i believe in fate and effort but still no change much happen in me life... bone thug and harmony at the same time and live me life to the fullest as Affeni Shakur once said after the great Pac dead... Bored with city life and prefer nature as i'm gettin older and seen things like wankstas and young sluts goes to club just to impress, not to feel the musics like i use to do it... dance!! fuck it if people says i dance like shit... if you're a good one, you don't even have time to watch me dancin bitch!! haha... lie and lies is the life of people today and i'm trying to get rid of it.... hypocrisy as people think they innocent while no one is like Prophet Muhammad... the truth is u're ugly frog from the pile of shit... Good precious lord for the life i've given and the family which is me life, mess with em' u're mess wit me... i'm a bustin your ass out homie!!! loved one is always in my mind... u make me stronger every single day to live on this filthy planet fill with lust and vengeance... smile with anger and cried for foolish... but still, earth is where i step on and no way i'm gonna give up living on it... i'm a grown man

Serrrrrammmmmm Senin...

bila mata x boleh tido.. inilah kerja... mungkin otak yang kurang rehat menghasilkan idea-idea mengutuk insan lain... hahaha... tapi ini blog aku, dan aku menulis dari sudut pandangan mata aku yang x penting bagi siapa2 pun... aku menyelak-nyelak page internet dan terjumpa fashion pelik kat tanah melayu nih... yang paling best... aku tergelak sakan sorang-sorang mcm pontianak pkl 9 pagi... hehehe... aduyai memang dasar lalang... konon mengikut arus semasa, kalau elok xpe... skali mcm ni punya prangai pun ada... aku sendiri pun x perasan mana asal fashion ni, tapi rasa-rasa mcm jepun pun ada... tapi sumpah x boleh blah...

bayangkan lagi 10 tahun... macamana lak cara pemakaian budak2 kategori baru nak up nih... aku dulu pun ikut gak trend, aku dulu lebih kepada pengaruh hip hop/black music(50,tupac,bone thug)/dan rock(iron maiden, acdc, guns and roses)/metal pun ada gak sket2(metallica,aura noir,cradle)... tapi aku xde lak dress gaya hiphop sgt... mungkin seluar londeh dan boleh sapu lantai, tapi xde lak aku siang ngan bling2, plus dress up hiphop kire cool la kalau nak banding dgn gaya budak2 kat atas nih...

so far aku x pnah la nmpak live lg lalu depan mata... bkn nak cari gaduh ke ape... saje je.. pandang diorang dgn reaksi takut mcm nmpak alien... hahaha bru best... hahahaha.... x salah kan... x salah kan..

Alhamdulillah..

Yeap.. Our fight is over, she forgive me and i love her even more... no more acting stupid and childish... i'm a grown man... and this is it :) i love her!!!

My Bad

Yeap... i was bad tempered, impatient and egoistic and that make my new relationship in jeopardy now... a little jokes from her make me became irrational and say stupid things such as breaking up... what the hell is wrong with me? why can't i just stay long in a relationship thingy? is it the curse some people throw at me or its just me?

I thought i just found the one but its getting harder now since i blow it, repairing is damn hard than building it, 100s nice moments can be blown away with just few sentences... oh my... its been a long long time since i felt this way, i used to be easy with break ups but this one killing me inside and out.

I don't want another stupid break up, i want her... girl u making me crazy over u, its like i'm tied up when i'm not with u... i want her to stay, i wanna stay, i want her, please god make this happen...