Once i closed my eyes

as the 1st breath i took
there will be the last
as promised
i will shut my eyes

the love and joy i felt
the friends and enemies i made
foods i tasted
water i drank
those words i spoke

the people i hurts
the people i cheered
the people i troubled
the people i helped

everything will be leaved behind
but i am sure
it will be memorable
for my soul and my beloved people

as sweet as morning breeze
much better than honey
bitter than raw coffee
too much to say

the only thing to think of
God,
please forgive me for what I've done
all mistakes and sins

for person i love the most
Mom,
I'm not the best son in the world
but I'm not the worse

for person i respected the most
Dad,
I'm sorry i fought too many battles
but found nothing in return

for person i care the most
Lil Sis,
I'm not a good role model
don't follow my lead or I'll beat your arse! hehe...

to my brothers and sisters in arms
take a good care of yourself
this fat man can't look after all of you anymore
pray for me once my name cross your mind

i shut my eyes... forever

*(i'm not dying, just this thing cross my mind)