Walking Tall

I'm an eighty eight born child with no talent except for talking shit and crapping all day long... i believe in fate and effort but still no change much happen in me life... bone thug and harmony at the same time and live me life to the fullest as Affeni Shakur once said after the great Pac dead... Bored with city life and prefer nature as i'm gettin older and seen things like wankstas and young sluts goes to club just to impress, not to feel the musics like i use to do it... dance!! fuck it if people says i dance like shit... if you're a good one, you don't even have time to watch me dancin bitch!! haha... lie and lies is the life of people today and i'm trying to get rid of it.... hypocrisy as people think they innocent while no one is like Prophet Muhammad... the truth is u're ugly frog from the pile of shit... Good precious lord for the life i've given and the family which is me life, mess with em' u're mess wit me... i'm a bustin your ass out homie!!! loved one is always in my mind... u make me stronger every single day to live on this filthy planet fill with lust and vengeance... smile with anger and cried for foolish... but still, earth is where i step on and no way i'm gonna give up living on it... i'm a grown man

Serrrrrammmmmm Senin...

bila mata x boleh tido.. inilah kerja... mungkin otak yang kurang rehat menghasilkan idea-idea mengutuk insan lain... hahaha... tapi ini blog aku, dan aku menulis dari sudut pandangan mata aku yang x penting bagi siapa2 pun... aku menyelak-nyelak page internet dan terjumpa fashion pelik kat tanah melayu nih... yang paling best... aku tergelak sakan sorang-sorang mcm pontianak pkl 9 pagi... hehehe... aduyai memang dasar lalang... konon mengikut arus semasa, kalau elok xpe... skali mcm ni punya prangai pun ada... aku sendiri pun x perasan mana asal fashion ni, tapi rasa-rasa mcm jepun pun ada... tapi sumpah x boleh blah...

bayangkan lagi 10 tahun... macamana lak cara pemakaian budak2 kategori baru nak up nih... aku dulu pun ikut gak trend, aku dulu lebih kepada pengaruh hip hop/black music(50,tupac,bone thug)/dan rock(iron maiden, acdc, guns and roses)/metal pun ada gak sket2(metallica,aura noir,cradle)... tapi aku xde lak dress gaya hiphop sgt... mungkin seluar londeh dan boleh sapu lantai, tapi xde lak aku siang ngan bling2, plus dress up hiphop kire cool la kalau nak banding dgn gaya budak2 kat atas nih...

so far aku x pnah la nmpak live lg lalu depan mata... bkn nak cari gaduh ke ape... saje je.. pandang diorang dgn reaksi takut mcm nmpak alien... hahaha bru best... hahahaha.... x salah kan... x salah kan..

Alhamdulillah..

Yeap.. Our fight is over, she forgive me and i love her even more... no more acting stupid and childish... i'm a grown man... and this is it :) i love her!!!

My Bad

Yeap... i was bad tempered, impatient and egoistic and that make my new relationship in jeopardy now... a little jokes from her make me became irrational and say stupid things such as breaking up... what the hell is wrong with me? why can't i just stay long in a relationship thingy? is it the curse some people throw at me or its just me?

I thought i just found the one but its getting harder now since i blow it, repairing is damn hard than building it, 100s nice moments can be blown away with just few sentences... oh my... its been a long long time since i felt this way, i used to be easy with break ups but this one killing me inside and out.

I don't want another stupid break up, i want her... girl u making me crazy over u, its like i'm tied up when i'm not with u... i want her to stay, i wanna stay, i want her, please god make this happen...