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i don't know what to write but i'm writing anyway... so, Hi!! :)

Abu to Ash... Bakar to Burn

"Oh hello... my name Armand Miguel Angel Torrorosso... or you can call me AMAT... or MAT for short..."

(get to the point man..)

it's about name... your real name! didn't u know some parents found trouble in giving u name and no matter how ugly your name is... use it or let people know when they ask... some girls hide their real name for what? i understand when it comes on social network like facebook, myspace, tagged or stuffs but when in real communication please introduce yourself to real world... what the heck are you trying to hide?

Sometimes it's cool having nickname cause i even have one... well not just one... few actually (hehe) but forget bout me since this is not my diary, it's about public and it content should be general and generous i mean really generous!! hahahaha...

It almost pathetic to see some people with this f**kin lame thoughts of hiding their real names... it proves u only had a teeny tiny minded from stone age... pity on you... yeah! i know... whats my problem with that? it's ur body, ur soul, ur name, suit urself... but remember... this is my blog so i can write what ever i want to... hahaha the world is fair right?

pardon me if my writting sucks day by day but... i'm no pro writer and neither were you... hahaha... let me summarized it for those who are as fast as dying snails... it's fine for having a nickname, people called u by ur nick names, u use "classy" names on fb/myspace/twitter but it sucks to hide your real name and ashamed for the name you parents gave you...

peace need war, war need peace... salam!

Mouth vs Hand

Yabba.. yabba... yabba.... thats what voices like when it came from blabber mouths i've known, blaming, gossiping, lying, make up stories and stuffs... my point is, what the fuck did you want in this short life? if life was damn perfect, what do the point of living anymore? wheres the excitement in facing trouble, tough time, and problems no matter teeny tiny or heavenly giant they are.

Blaming part... most of em' are nothing but bullshit! e.g "government are nothing but corruption..." so can u do anything about that? you can post it on facebook, shout it out on hill, or small talk on chill out time but can you really do anything about it? i don't think so brothers and sisters, since you just the 'humble' citizens, all you can do is talk... (see my point?) well if u want to do something about it, try be a politician then... who would knew you can change the system according to you... but remember!! there will be somebody will not agree with your action!! and i believe when the peoples you currently said are corrupted were once at your place talking the same stuff like you do, well if you're slow... money can blind you!! <-- e.g of blaming bcause blaming other is way easier than blame your self

Gossiping... not much of a comment because i did this too sometimes, but i guess its for blow off some steam on my head during to dissatisfied feeling against some person, but i won't share it with some new fellas i've rarely know in case of trust and i don't want new person have bad perspective against person that i gossiped about... i've trusted very few person to talk about my opinions and bad thoughts against others... if my gossip buddy think otherwise, he/she will give advices to me on how my thought was wrong and i'll change it then... if he/she feels the same... then the gossip continues... hehehe i know, discussing about other people is small minded thinking, but can't help it though... ;P

Lying/Made up stories.... this one totally sucks my life energy away, because i have to pretend to hear it with excites while i'm suffering in my black heart like "can he sees that i fake listening to him?"... in order to keep a friend happy, i'll listen to your made up stories... but too much and i'll started bored and end up making fun of your stories... e.g. "last night i got so busted drinking 3-4 carts of beer"- dude, i know your limits of drinking we used to drink together aite'! hahaha.... some pathetic made up stories happen when they don't know what to talk about and just... made anything up so they could joint current conversations...

I can't think of anything else... it's 9.07 am and i still didn't sleep so my conclusion is... talking is easier than practice it... although only the blaming part touch the "practicing" part and the rest is about talking and talking and talking again and again and again... who care? i'm not a professional writer either and my blog is for the sake of my own fun, if any of you had fun reading it... thank God u're understand it :) thank you very much

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Kau dan karma kau.... semak telinga aku dengar, walaupun karma itu wujud dan lebih baik disebut dengan qada' dan qadar... kau membuatkan karma tu bunyi macam "taik" sebabkan becoknye mulut kau... kau nak salahkan orang keliling, takdir, kawan-kawan padahal sikap/perangai/dirikau/ayat2 yang keluar dari mulut kau yang membuat orang hilang minat nak teruskan berkawan dengan kau wahai manusia...

Kalau benar kau percaya akan karma, kenapa kau yang asyik terima nasib buruk (bak kata kau la an an an) tolong lah sedar hakikat dan berubah kepada yg lebih baik, aku dah bosan dengan complain kau yg x habis2 salahkan orang lain, orang lain la jahat, kuat hasut supaya orang x nak kawan dengan kau, orang ni teruk mainkan perasaan pe lanc**, sudah2 la... bangun dari wayang kau yang mana dalamnya, watak kau sungguh innocent.

Kau x sedar orang keliling kau dah malas nak layan kau, tapi kau still tanya "apa salah aku?", adalah lebih baik aku simpan dari aku luahkan sebab takut kau x boleh terima ye... ataupun berkemungkinan kau akan rasa apa yang diluahkan oleh aku tu sekadar kritikan x membina dan kau akan salahkan aku balik mcm biasa...

Benar kata orang kalau nak berkawan, terimalah kawan anda seaadanya... so kau kena terima gak la yang kawan2 kau dah tak boleh terima perangai kau tu... ada paham?? harap2 la kau terima dengan hati yang terkopak sebab kalau nak harap kau terima dengan hati yang terbuka takut kau buka hati kau kecik je... kalau terkopak harap2 besar la terkopak so boleh terima dengan banyak ye...

harap maaf meluahkan apa yang aku nak...