Sunday, December 19, 2010
Was it enough sire?
sorry2...
Friday, October 22, 2010
"I'm cool", " No, i am way cooler!"... "no way dude..."
I mean... it is sick to see drama and cheap publicity like they ain't got things to do in this world... take a deep breath and try to smile a bit, i know its hard but at least u try and let others be happy, who'll knew its their last day on earth... i'm no judges but when u saw friends try to compete each other in this way... it pathetic!!! it is showing how lonely your life is... (for some people)
Dear attention seeker, try to set goals in your life and try to make it big, as the life buzzer comes out, you won't have any regrets and die peacefully and not turning into banshee and haunt the highway ya!... problems do occur in life, the more u try to avoid it, the more it'll come to u and said, "i'll fuck u up". (hehehehe) Don't let that happen, be strong, not by goin to facebook and make yourself look stupid by posting bloody shout out and annoy people... u might said "its my page" but remember, people say because people care... so u're not alone aite'... (no people say because they glad u have those shit stuck on your face)
p/s don't tell problems to others, 20% don't give a shit 80% glad u had them...i know this trust me!!!
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
plus minus divide time
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Noktah/Koma/Tanda seru/
p/s... poor hafiz -_-" hihihi
Sunday, September 12, 2010
pesan si tukang kata
greene kembali lagi
hilang macam houdini
muncul macam menteri
suka hijau-hijauan
kuat bagi saranan
dalam hal perempuan
ku hampir level "tuan"
pada gadis saya jgn cuba serong cerita
kalau adinda main pasti kanda main juga
jangan lupa kau kata kau ku yang punya
aku tahu diri kau ramai yang nak goda
cakap terang-terang
jika kau masih sayang
aku dah gila bayang
aku x main wayang
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Walking Tall
I'm an eighty eight born child with no talent except for talking shit and crapping all day long... i believe in fate and effort but still no change much happen in me life... bone thug and harmony at the same time and live me life to the fullest as Affeni Shakur once said after the great Pac dead... Bored with city life and prefer nature as i'm gettin older and seen things like wankstas and young sluts goes to club just to impress, not to feel the musics like i use to do it... dance!! fuck it if people says i dance like shit... if you're a good one, you don't even have time to watch me dancin bitch!! haha... lie and lies is the life of people today and i'm trying to get rid of it.... hypocrisy as people think they innocent while no one is like Prophet Muhammad... the truth is u're ugly frog from the pile of shit... Good precious lord for the life i've given and the family which is me life, mess with em' u're mess wit me... i'm a bustin your ass out homie!!! loved one is always in my mind... u make me stronger every single day to live on this filthy planet fill with lust and vengeance... smile with anger and cried for foolish... but still, earth is where i step on and no way i'm gonna give up living on it... i'm a grown man
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Serrrrrammmmmm Senin...
bayangkan lagi 10 tahun... macamana lak cara pemakaian budak2 kategori baru nak up nih... aku dulu pun ikut gak trend, aku dulu lebih kepada pengaruh hip hop/black music(50,tupac,bone thug)/dan rock(iron maiden, acdc, guns and roses)/metal pun ada gak sket2(metallica,aura noir,cradle)... tapi aku xde lak dress gaya hiphop sgt... mungkin seluar londeh dan boleh sapu lantai, tapi xde lak aku siang ngan bling2, plus dress up hiphop kire cool la kalau nak banding dgn gaya budak2 kat atas nih...
so far aku x pnah la nmpak live lg lalu depan mata... bkn nak cari gaduh ke ape... saje je.. pandang diorang dgn reaksi takut mcm nmpak alien... hahaha bru best... hahahaha.... x salah kan... x salah kan..
Friday, August 6, 2010
Alhamdulillah..
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
My Bad
I thought i just found the one but its getting harder now since i blow it, repairing is damn hard than building it, 100s nice moments can be blown away with just few sentences... oh my... its been a long long time since i felt this way, i used to be easy with break ups but this one killing me inside and out.
I don't want another stupid break up, i want her... girl u making me crazy over u, its like i'm tied up when i'm not with u... i want her to stay, i wanna stay, i want her, please god make this happen...
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Dalam sebuah gerabak...
Actors:2-3 orang(panggilan orang A,B,C)
Dialogue:
A:beb, smalam gua dnga ada budak kena bantai r kat *****... budak tu gua dnga cari pasal dgn bdk belah ******...
B:perghh... kalau cmtu r mmg patut r kene kitai... silap r bt hal dgn 3 line... HAHAHAHA
C:HAHAHAHA
B:ko knal ayah ******? aku rapat ngan anak sedara dia,
C:yeke... gua lak rapat ngan sorang abg long *****, mcm isi dgn kuku r....
A:but* r korang...gua kenal ramai r brader-brader ******, smua otai-otai punya
B&C: blah r lu... kene pukul cari kitorang gak.... HAHAHAHAHA....
A: mana ada!!! But* r... pant*t! bab*....
.........
Situasi B
Actors: 2 Orang wanita lingkungan awal 40an(sorang A, sorang B)
Dialogue:
A: kau perasan x si **** tu perut die makin besar?
B: ada jugak la, tapi aku ingatkan aku sorang je perasan...
A: eh, aku pun perasan la... yg buat aku lagi syak tu, aku x pernah tau dia da nikah, jgn2 kawin tanpa nikah x...hihihi
B: eh, ko ni ******** x baik tau, main tuduh2
A: alah... bende betul, bukan kita mengumpat ke ape, aku tanye je kalau kau perasan...
B: yelah kau tu....
.............
Situasi C
Actors: seorang lelaki 20an sedang berbual menerusi telefon bimbit (mungkin kekasih)
Dialogue:
L:hai muchuk abg.... tgh buat pe tu?
P:*********** ******* *****(aku x dnga ape pmpuan tu ckp)
L:alolololo... windu abg x? abg windu shangat2...hihihi
P:******* ************************* **** ***(aku x denga ape pmpuan tu ckp)
L:da mandi blom?
P:***(aku x dnga ape pmpuan tu ckp)
L:hehehe.. nak itot...
P:***** *****
L:hihihihihi... notty la anje abg nih...
-_-"
......................
Situasi D
Actors:2 orang gadis (anggaran bru tamat sekolah)
Dialogue:
A: weh, mlm td kat club ****** best gile... member i open table kaw2 punye
B: yeke? x ajak pun :(
A: ala beb... sori la... ade sorang mamat ni hot gile, tinggi, kaya pulak tu... die kwn member i yg open table tu... die kate i cute... hihihihihi
B: well... i rase x hot mcm this guy i jmpe kat private party hari tu... mix mat saleh tau... handsome... i bet he got huge **** hihihi... i don't mind if he want to have some fun with me...
A: eeuww... jahatnye u...
B: alah.. mcm la i x tau u pnah bt ape dgn that chinese guy kan...
A: so?
A&B: hahahaha....
................
Yeap... aku da jadi mcm seorang makcik yg busy body dlm train time aku nak blk ke shah alam hari tuh... ini lah sandiwara dunia hari ni, si muda nak rosakkan diri, si tua x sedar nak mati, tapi aku rasa agak terhibur la dengan perbualan-perbualan yang aku curi2 dengar mlm tu, sbb aku da kebosanan dalam komuter dari KL sentral ke Batu Tiga, dialog2 ni btol2 buat aku geli hati, menyampah, dan kesian terhadap2 beberapa individu yg aku telah curi perbualan mereka dan aku simpan di blog aku... hehehe...
Friday, July 23, 2010
sang ku riang episod 6
89/32 Jalan Buntu... ya, sememangnya sang ku riang telah menemui jalan buntu kali ini, namun jalan buntu sering kali mempunyai sambungan ke 43/21 Jalan Penyelesaian yang membawa beliau menuju ke sebuah kota lama "Tee Duck Ber Numb Ma"... khabarnya seorang gila telah mengamuk kerana tidak terpilih dalam menyertai pertandingan ratu-ratu kebaya kerana betis nya yang tegap mendada... bukan calang-calang orang dapat menentangnya, kerana ilmu muay kung fu nya telah berada di tahap tertinggi setinggi Sears Tower, Chicago, Illinois...(sedangkan si sang ku riang tidak tahu pun Chicago tu ape... tp ske mkn Chicago Beef kat 1901)
Sang ku riang melangkahkan kakinya yang hampir kebas akibat berjalan terlalu jauh meredah sungai dan 'highway', bukit bukau dan pejabat PTPTN, lautan dan cyber cafe... segalanya demi tuan puteri Sang Too Bonk yang di cintainya, alangkah tingginya martabat cintan sang ku riang yang mana sanggup meredah berbagai onak dan duri. Langkahan pertama sang ku riang diikuti dengan gerakan beberapa pasang anak mata yang mengekori gerak langkahnya, namun sang ku riang masih belum sedar akan dirinya sedang diperhatikan... beliau masih meneruskan perjalanan ke tengah kota yang mana bangunan sudah agak lusuh akibat tidak dijaga dan terabai... seperti biasa dengan rasa ingin tahu yang tinggi sang ku riang berteriak seakan memberitahu kehadirannya "Honey.. I'm home..." belum habis lagi dia berteriak, terdengar akan bunyi-bunyian seakan tin aluminium jatuh..."KEBABOMMM!!!"(lebih kurang)...
Sang ku riang tersentak lalu menoleh mencari-cari dari arah mana datangnya gema itu, dengan bersenjatakan senjata tradisional seperti AK47 7.62mm beliau bersedia menghadapi apa jua serangan, namun bunyi yang disangkakan datang dari musuh ternyata salah anggap namun sebaliknya hanyalah seorang gadis yang tersepak bom tangan buatan Jepun pada era 40an... gadis itu mengalami luka parah akibat letupan tersebut... jarinya mengalami kekejangan dan gincunya tidak sekata... sang ku riang berlari mendapatkan gadis tersebut dengan niat yang ikhlas ingin membantu dan mendapatkan nombor telefon. Setelah tiba di tempat letupan tersebut, sang ku riang menegur "How you doing?"... dan si gadis itu menoleh ke arah sang ku riang yang ada di belakangnya dan alangkah seramnya apabila.... bersambung
Thursday, July 22, 2010
wahai gadis...
andai kau tahu perasaan aku sebenar-benarnya,
andai kau mengerti kata-kata aku,
andai kau percayai janji-janji aku,
pasti kau sayang aku,
wahai gadis,
jika benar kata-kata mu,
jika benar perasaan aku,
jika ini takdir ku,
pasti aku sayang kamu,
wahai gadis,
kau bukan yang pertama,
kau memang aku sayang,
kau kuharapkan yang terakhir,
harap kita kekal bersama,
wahai gadis,
jangan kau main kan hati aku,
jangan sekali terlintas,
jangan kau sangka aku bohong,
tidak sesekali wahai gadis,
wahai gadis...
aku bukanlah seorang yang hebat berkata-kata sayang, aku cuma seorang insan yang dungu dari segi perhubungan, kurang memberi perhatian, mungkin kurang pandai dalam memanjakan kamu... namun aku tahu satu... aku kau punya, dan kau aku punya...
Saturday, July 17, 2010
what dieja think of me
="my special one"
3 things she thought about me
="funny", "honest", "naughty"
what she called me
=baybee, B, sayang
My name on her phone book
=My GG ^^v
She want me to be...
=Her guardian angel
She want me...
='make me love u more... can u?' "can i?"
my type? not my type?
Is it? Is it? i've seen some people do read about horoscope, either their partner actually a their match, or some people do believes that their couple must be 'their cup of tea' or 'my type of girl/guy' to stay long enough in a relationship and without it, they wont make it... i don't really believe it.
What kind of a relationship is that if there is no challenge? to me, relationship starts with sharing where give and take must occur. They might get a little or so many different but in the end, if they want to make it happen, it will(insya'Allah).
But actually my point is, as a normal human being, i don't think there is any person who has the 100% same characteristics. Which is mean its impossible to find your 'type of girl/guy' and we can do is just work it on if you really want that relationship unless you don't want it, just give those excuses which are simple but still sucks because of commonly used as a break up lines... "we're different"
Human aren't unique if we're exactly the same, so... a little different means uniqueness and we have to explore especially when it comes to relationship so enjoy the sail and have a cup of tea!
p/s i don't know
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
butterflies in my belly
yeah... i'm in love again (^^)... her name is Dieja and its started on facebook page which i start saying comments "hello" on her picture, then getting better and better but there is some level not so better when i started to felt like she doesn't like after all so i kinda give it up, but she stopped me. She said she won't disappoint me anymore and at that moment, i smiled at myself and said "bingo"...(hehehe) not in the bad ways but of course i'm happy when i know a girl like me.
So we started to text each other, then she agreed to see me finally and it was a blow!... it become from the talk part to silent hill part... awkward moment. she was bored as i talked to her friend more than i talk to her, but then i have to go and sent her home with my dude as we received a call from other friends said there was something going on. So once again i thought, that's it for me... she is not my type but deep inside my heart, i still want her so i tell her that "u're not my type" but then she asked "why" the i realized that this girls usually react to this either they really like u or they just can't handle rejection.
But i took my chance and asked her to be mine, and she said yes... :)
p/s boring story isn't it? :)
Saturday, July 3, 2010
White Flag
Friday, June 18, 2010
thousands of apology
p/s i am mean!
What do you know?
<<< i really laugh out loud when i see this kind of picture!!! and if there is no law, i would love to cut it out your chest and yelled "as your wish!"
Hmm... before i start writing about this article, i would like to recall that i never write in a focus of one person, its just stuff that i think happens around us or accurately me. I'm not being sexism, racism, judgmental, or anything just like to write(well... maybe I'm pointing at certain person a lil' bit)
Hey, what do you really know about guys? is it the lying part? the sex part? the we-are-always-the-bad-man part? i know guys are mean sometime, and lie, and cheating, but most of it involve bad stuff especially when you got vengeance for man as you got dumped, cheated by boyfriend, maybe abused by man... And yes man are bad!(satisfied?)
But! did you ever wonder, why most of us act that way sometimes, or even always act that way to you? have you ever thought that way? well if you did, you might be the smartest women i ever know. Because to be honest, i didn't see that coming from girls! They said they know man, but still get ended up hurt, sucker, or whatever! so why did you say you know man? now that my friends... you're not know man! you just comforting your self by giving the most pathetic compliments to make yourself comfortable and winning the NOTHING!
As an example, you said that man are lying, so what? girls don't do that? not even a tiny one? still LYING! and secondly, you might said..."i JUST want a guy who LOVE me as i am" BULLSHIT!!! if that so, why don't you have a relationship with psychopath because I'm telling you they are damn straight-to-the-point! if you're ugly, they tell you, if you're make them angry, they beat you up! simple... don't you wanna faithful-man-which-never-cheat-on-me, or they-love-me-for-who-i-am. No you can't can you?
What i see is, girls don't really know what they want actually, secondly they don't wanna admit this and thirdly they will totally deny those first two. They would like a guy with sensitivity, a great listener when she want to say things or even cry with her when she is sad. But in the same time they want a strong guy who can lead and never fall-a-tear when things are down and depressing. A tower of emotional ability, but strong knight in the shining armor, wise, a-walking-bank-account, and a tiger in bed.
What i mean is, nobody is perfect! look at you, you might be angry reading this but if you're with a man now, you don't have to wasting your time reading this as in you are grown enough and mature enough to have a relationship. You gotta learn that if a man left you, its mean you! something is wrong with you and stop blaming on one sided because we don't care! we spent our time laughing and make jokes with friends while you having the how-could-he-did-this-to-me moments at home. A tiger wont eat until they were hungry if you know what i mean... You gotta feed them, and they'll be the protector, the guardian because man don't operate like girls, we are easy! We lie because we bored(you are not hot enough), we dump because you sucks, and we eat because we hungry.
p/s ohh.. i suck! i know... ;(
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Angan-angan...
<<Daydream by Paul Cesar Helleu
Yeap! dalam dunia sekarang, semua nak kena bayar, nak parking, nak buang air, nak minum air, buang air balik, makan, buang air besar... itu baru cerita soal "nature call", dan keperluan hidup, belum lagi yang mencakupi keinginan pulak, jadi aku kebanyakan masa terluang aku isi dengan berangan dan aku rasa ramai lagi yg suka berangan nih sebab free dan selalunya angan-angan mesti yang baik-baik, indah-indah.
Kalau bab berangan ni, aku memang suka sebab kekadang bila aku tengah lepak dengan kawan-kawan pun aku sempat berangan dan termenung (sape prasan?) bukan apa, memang aku jenis kuat termenung dan lagi suka khayal (bkn under influence!). Antara angan-angan yang aku rasa paling top adalah berangan nak jadi kaya atau pun berjaya dalam hidup, ada kadang-kadang berangan "kalau lah aku ada RM 10,000,000.00 dalam akaun" x pun... "kalau la aku sepupu Bill Gates" dan kadang-kadang bagi lelaki "kalau lah Reese Witherspoon tu gf aku" ataupun "XXX" (hehehe)
Apa angan-angan selalunya bergantung pada apa yang seseorang individu itu inginkan, atau impikan dan mula memasang angan-angan dan langkah usaha dimulakan, itu yang sebaik-baiknya ataupun sekadar angan-angan yang terus di angankan (macam aku) tanpa sebarang usaha atau langkah untuk memastikan angan-angan tadi mungkin jadi kenyataan.
Orang-orang genius kebanyakannya berangan sebagai sumber inspirasi seperti Albert Einstein, Leonardo da Vinci, dan menjadikan usahawan-usahawan berjaya seperti Richard Branson dan Peter Jones dan orang-orang yang kreatif seperti Walt Disney dan Beethoven. Mereka menggunakan angan-angan sebagai sumber inspirasi, pendorong, ilham dan sasaran atau arah tujuan dalam hidup.
Jadi berangan tak salah, tapi jangan la setakat berangan sampai lebam, make it happen!!!
p/s aku pun x tau ape aku merepek... hihihi
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
APA MASALAH KAU?
Sumpah geli tgk gambar2 yg ko post, semua gamba org pecah kepala, badan terbelah, kena cincang, kena langgar...cam haram, sumpak psiko la syial org2 cam ko! ko igt tuhan kasi kulit kat badan manusia tu utk ape? dan ko x pnah pikir ke kalau la mayat ko, org post utk jd bahan gurauan? bapak xde tamadun?
Friday, June 4, 2010
Si tua bongkok...
Satu dunia gempar bila komando israel menyerang kapal konvoi, menggegar bumi Gaza, walaupun setelah berpuluh-puluh tahun bumi Palestine dihentam peluru israel, di robek bom, dirobek dengan tuduhan sebagai pengganas oleh puak yahudi yang satu masa dahulu hanyalah sebuah kaum yang tidak bertanah, tidak mempunyai negeri, namun kini mereka memegang dunia seolah-olah mereka adalah kaum majoriti.
Terus-terang aku katakan...
aku kagum dengan yahudi, benar-benar bangkit dari abu selepas ditindas, dibunuh, dan diseksa pada zaman perang dunia ke-2, mereka bangkit setelah jatuh, berjaga selepas mimpi ngeri, dan terus mara tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi, perancangan demi perancangan dilakukan demi menjatuhkan musuh mereka iaitu Islam, dan setakat ini.... rancangan mereka amat berjaya. Dengan perang psikologi yang mereka sebarkan melalui arak, dadah, seks, dan cara hidup yang amat bertentangan dengan ajaran Islam, amat mendapat sambutan dari umat Islam sendiri.
Aku tidak ingin berkhutbah, cuma sekadar mencurahkan apa yang terpendam...
aku juga byk berbuat dosa dari dahulu hingga kini dan hingga saat nafas aku terhenti. Aku pernah merasa nikmat hidup yang dikatakan "jiwa muda" oleh golongan muda zaman ini, aku pernah minum minuman keras, aku merokok dan aku pernah merasa hubungan yang sepatutnya halal selepas pernikahan, cuma aku masih tidak pernah menyentuh dadah yang pada aku amat berbahaya untuk seorang yang amat tipis imannya seperti aku. Dan terus-terang padaku, dadah itu najis!
Sudahlah tentang aku, cerita untuk kita...
mujurlah aku tiada ramai pembaca, kalau tidak.. mesti aku dah dibenci masyarakat sebab isi penulisan aku kekadang berunsur perkauman terhadap bangsa aku sendiri, tapi ini apa yang aku nampak dan apa yang aku fikirkan, bukan tarik perhatian, tapi apa yang aku rasa kebenaran, dunia kian tua, dan seingat aku... aku pernah terdengar yang mana tatkala Rasulullah SAW diangkat ke langit dalam peristiwa Isra Mikraj, Rasulullah telah berjumpa dengan seorang tua yang bongkoknya hanya tinggal sejengkal dari tanah, dan Jibrail berkata "itu lah usia bumi"... dan peristiwa Isra Mikraj itu berlaku pada 27 Rejab setahun sebelum peristiwa Hijrah bersamaan 721 masihi... bayangkan tua nya usia si bumi.
Tanda-tanda kecil sudah berlaku:
Antara TANDA-TANDA KIAMAT KECIL berdasarkan hadis
1. Penaklukan Baitulmuqaddis.
Dari Auf b. Malik r.a., katanya, “Rasulullah s. a. w. telah bersabda:”Aku menghitung enam perkara menjelang hari kiamat.”Baginda menyebutkan salah satu di antaranya, iaitu penaklukan Baitulmuqaddis.”-Sahih Bukhari
2. Zina bermaharajalela.
“Dan tinggallah manusia-manusia yang buruk, yang seenaknya melakukan persetubuhan seperti himar (keldai). Maka pada zaman mereka inilah kiamat akan datang.” – Sahih Muslim
3. Bermaharajalela alat muzik.
“Pada akhir zaman akan terjadi tanah runtuh, rusuhan dan perubahan muka.” Ada yang bertanya kepada Rasulullah; “Wahai Rasulullah bila hal ini terjadi?” Baginda menjawab;”Apabila telah bermaharajalela bunyi-bunyian (muzik) dan penyanyi-penyanyi wanita” – Ibnu Majah
4. Menghias masjid dan membanggakannya.
“Di antara tanda-tanda telah dekatnya kiamat ialah manusia bermegah-megahan dalam mendirikan masjid” – Riwayat Nasai
5. Munculnya kekejian, memutuskan silaturrahim dan hubungan dengan tetangga tidak baik.
“Tidak akan datang kiamat sehingga banyak perbuatan dan perkataan keji, memutuskan hubungan silaturahim dan sikap yang buruk dalam tetangga.” – Riwayat Ahmad dan Hakim
6. Ramai orang soleh meninggal dunia.
“Tidak akan datang hari kiamat sehingga Allah mengambil orang-orang yang baik dan ahli agama di muka bumi, maka tiada yang tinggal padanya kecuali orang-orang yang hina dan buruk yang tidak mengetahui yang makruf dan tidak mengingkari kemungkaran -Riwayat Ahmad
7. Orang hina mendapat kedudukan terhormat.
“Di antara tanda-tanda semakin dekatnya kiamat ialah dunia akan dikuasai oleh Luka’ bin Luka’ (orang yang bodoh dan hina). Maka orang yang paling baik ketika itu ialah orang yang beriman yang diapit oleh dua orang mulia” -Riwayat Thabrani
8. Mengucapkan salam kepada orang yang dikenalnya sahaja.
“Sesungguhnya di antara tanda-tanda telah dekatnya hari kiamat ialah manusia tidak mahu mengucapkan salam kepada orang lain kecuali yang dikenalinya saja.” -Riwayat Ahmad
9. Banyak wanita yang berpakaian tetapi hakikatnya telanjang.
Diriwayatkan dari Abu Hurairah r.a.
“Di antara tanda-tanda telah dekatnya hari kiamat ialah akan muncul pakaian-pakaian wanita dan apabila mereka memakainya keadaannya seperti telanjang.”
10. Bulan sabit kelihatan besar.
“Di antara tanda-tanda telah dekatnya hari kiamat ialah menggelembung (membesarnya) bulan sabit.”
- Riwayat Thabrani
11. Banyak dusta dan tidak tepat dalam menyampaikan berita.
“Pada akhir zaman akan muncul pembohong-pembohong besar yang datang kepadamu dengan membawa berita-berita yang belum pernah kamu dengar dan belum pernah didengar oleh bapa-bapa kamu sebelumnya, kerana itu jauhkanlah dirimu dari mereka agar mereka tidak menyesatkanmu dan memfitnahmu”- Sahih Muslim
“Sesungguhnya sebelum datangnya hari kiamat akan banyak kesaksian palsu dan disembunyikan kesaksian yang benar”- Riwayat Ahmad
13. Negara Arab menjadi padang rumput dan sungai.
“Tidak akan datang hari kiamat sehingga negeri Arab kembali menjadi padang rumput dan sungai-sungai.”
Ya Allah...
Sungguh aku tidak bersedia, menghadap detik akhir zaman, dunia yang aku kenali akan hancur ibarat sebuah hamparan yang digulung, bukit-bukau dan gunung-ganang menjadi padang, si gagah merayu keampunan, si jelita tidak dihirau, namun yang beriman terhadapNya menjadi isi syurga...
Saturday, May 22, 2010
melayu vs mat salleh
beginilah keadaan budak2 melayu terutamanya (bangsa lain aku x heran pun) yang nak jadi samseng taik anjing, nak jadi perempuan murahan, kalau boleh nak jadi mat salleh yg dah sah-sah berniat nak jahanamkan Islam... kalau benar apa yang aku nampak, memang apa yang 'free mason' dan yahudi lakhnat rancangkan memang menjadi lah... dengan arak, seks, dadah... maka musnahlah sesebuah bangsa dan agamanya... pasal akidah, aku x berani cerita sebab aku bkn insan mulia apatah lagi nak mengaku tentera fissabilillah...
mudah-mudahan mereka yang tersesat akan menemui semula jalan yang benar, dan aku tujukan untuk aku gak yang sememangnya masih mencari-cari jalan pulang setelah jauh tersasar dari landasan... amin
Saturday, May 15, 2010
to her...
Would be to capture me
But you had such persistence, you wore down my resistance
I fell and it was swell
Im your big and brave and handsome romeo
How I won you I shall never never know
Its not that you're attractive
But, oh, my heart grew active
When you came into view
Ive got a crush on you, sweetie pie
All the day and night-time give me sigh
I never had the least notion that
I could fall with so much emotion
Could you coo, could you care
For a cunning cottage we could share
The world will pardon my mush
Cause I have got a crush on you
Could you coo, could you care
For a cunning cottage
That we could share
The world will pardon my mush
Cause I have got a crush, my baby, on you
Saturday, May 8, 2010
You lookin' good... (omg!!! what should i say? what should i say?)
First thing first! make sure you really like this girl/guy to make sure the effort you're about to make, if you just want to showed off, it might end up with you acting like a jerk in front of him/her and the person you want to showing off to. Realize the "how much i want him/her" as a measurement as wise man said, "wheres a want, there is a will"... there is you go... the first step!
I know... i know.. what is the purpose of last paragraph if I'm gonna talk about topics on a dating, but if you are wise enough... the wanting effects the will because to ask a girl/guy out is hard enough, what else? to find a topic to talk? Its all shown in body language and this is freaking important because 50% of communication constitute from body language! It'll show how much you like the person you dating, if you're uncomfortable with him/her, or if you just want to get laid (hooorraaahhh!!!)
Understand? (hope you do ;))
Topics..... Urghh! Commons are 1. How many brothers and sisters do you have? 2.What do you do for a living? 3.What's your favorite song? and so on... I'm not saying these are useless.. its important unless you dated a whore and just want to get laid, what i mean is you need is killer topics to make him/her look at you and said "this one no boring person" or "he/she is cool" try talk about your hypothetical, such as "what would you do if you won a million dollar"... or "If they could date any of celebrities" play a little game with him/her... make it interesting! asking for favorites is great too but they tend to be on earlier, before you ask them for a date... you know common way before you ask people out here... facebook, myspace, friends of a friend... I'm not saying that is the way, but I'm talking about here, our country, my country :)
Why don't you try impress him/her a little bit with sharing your ambitions and goals, but not too much because it might show you're nothing but a dreamer and showed off or even a liar! Try this "I'm thinking about do some business, a restaurant maybe" make it sounds nice and not cocky! don't try "I'm thinking about do some business, a multimillion dollar empire maybe" while you can't even afford to but a C class Mercedes... make it logical buddy!
Don't forget to make some jokes... not too much... how do you know to tell the right amount of jokes? its up to you buddy! girls do tend to like guys with jokes and so do guys like girls with jokes... but like i said... beware... too much jokes and you'll become friends not potentials aite!
The rest it should come naturally! trust me because the moment you started to feel comfortable with him/her, you'll realized what him/her really interest in... if she/he is a gold digger, you will know... but beware of tricks under sleeves as nowadays most people are exposed to dating and flirting tips... What i gave in this post might be useful or useless and i totally write it from out of my mind! sorry if u find this is nothing but full of crap peace!
relationsip status: in a relationship? its complicated? engaged? married?
Instead of writing about a person which i hate or which i love, i prefer to write generally... from the eyes of this smoker... I've been in few relationship and still did not understand it, what does a partner want from the other? Is it the security? financially? love? or lust..? I often believed that every time i dated a new girl, and we're in a relationship... in my heart I'm gonna say that "she's the one" without second thoughts... why? i mean come on... i believe its not just me who think that way... most people in relationship must be thinking this way, which "you jump, i jump", "till death do us part" bullshit... or maybe i didn't met with one yet...
This is what i want to talk about... how do we know if he/she is the one? for me... The girl i want to marry is when i felt... she's the first one i want to see in the morning, she is the one i want to spent my life with, she is the one i would die for and blah..blah..blah.. but there's a thing, i don't want to get married in a year or two so that is why i don't want to have serious relationship, because serious relationship is suppose to be naturally, it take time and not planned! because most people said it in the very beginning of a relationship, "i want to get serious with her/him" or "this is it" without even know him or her truly... (this is what i saw)...
My point is... "jodoh di tangan Allah!" so no need to rush things up, plus... what a relationship is without surprise... it must go naturally like at first we like each other, we dating, if it is failed say goodbye! if it is success go on to next level! there is your surprise people.. because we never knew what to expect from a relationship... when we're at dating process, try to know him/her likes and dislike but make sure they know yours too! we gotta be selfish sometime people!
But... there's a but! some people never know why we dump a person... they only think we are playa/mean/jerk haha... (however this is true sometime) maybe they just can't take that they are not meant to be together and for me if that girl is not right for me... i dump her! not for showing off that i can get another girl or something but it is for my self... for the sake of ME! (^_^)...
After the break up, moving on is the next part of relationship... for me moving on is not getting a new girl as soon as possible just to show it off to your ex! its the way u handle the break up... most of the person who got dumped might think, "oh he/she dumped me... he/she must got someone else!" why must you think of that way? in some occasions yes! but there other reason... might be " you sucks!" haha... kidding! maybe it is better that way...
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Hero!!!
Thursday, April 22, 2010
the little birdy
what you've been looking for?
your mouth speaks more
are you making peace or war
yesterday i told u my pain
tomorrow the secrets reach Spain
left me nothing but stain on my face
u did it really on your best
little birdy
u be the middleman
are you try to be the press
little birdy
you are making mess
you really do your best
little birdy
you telling the whole world
the shit is straighten up or curl
little birdy
you flying low to tell
how much i wish u burn in hell
now you've caused a mess
you nothing but a bitch in a dress
little birdy i really wish u hit by the bus
*i've been thinkin this might be new song haha... written at 6.30 a.m friday, 23rd April 2010
Sunday, April 18, 2010
aku sebijik pendrive...
Setelah dibungkus dengan kemas, aku dihantar ke kedai-kedai peralatan komputer yang mana aku dan kembar-kembar ku akan dijual seperti hamba atau mungkin seperti belacan di pasaran gelap, cuma di kedai yang mana aku dan saudara-saudara ku yang lain di jual ini tempatnya terang benderang. Diam tak diam, rupanya dihadapan ku terdapat beberapa buah 'pendrive' lagi, dan aku sempat mengenali salah sebiji dari mereka.... "Wati" namanya... sungguh indah nama itu, alangkah bagusnya jika aku mendapat nama sedemikian, tapi.. malang nasibku... Wati telah dibeli oleh seseorang umpama 'kupu-kupu malam' dan pergi meninggalkan aku sendirian di rak bahagian "storage device" berdekatan dengan bahagian "speaker" yang senantiasa membingitkan gegendang telinga aku.
Pada suatu hari, seorang lelaki telah datang dan menjadi tuan ku buat selamanya... aku kini sentiasa diguna pakai untuk kerja-kerja hariannya. Tidak kira di pejabat atau pun ke parti-parti liar, mahupun semasa khutbah jumaat, aku sentiasa dibawa untuk menyimpan data-data penting bagi tuan ku. Ingin ku kenalkan namanya... Tom Marshall Hoyeh... seorang penganalisa saham-saham yang berpotensi untuk dilaburkan oleh syarikat-syarikat swasta seperti sport toto, magnum 4d dan lain-lain...
Beberapa bulan telah berlalu dan syarikat-syarikat lain telah mengeluarkan kaum-kaum sejenis ku untuk dijual dengan rekaan yang lebih menarik dan saiz simpanan yang lebih besar, tuan aku sudah mula berminat untuk membeli sebuah lagi 'Pendrive' untuk digunakan dalam hal ehwal kerjanya... dan aku pula untuk menyimpan lagu-lagu dan video klip lucah kegemarannya. Pada mulanya aku merasa seperti masih lagi berguna dan mampu berkhidmat demi tuan aku, sehinggalah pada suatu hari, aku telah dijangkiti sejenis virus yang belum ditemui penawarnya... Sudahlah jatuh ditimpa signboard, aku telah disahkan corrupted dan dibaling ke lantai sebagai tanda marah oleh tuan ku terhadap nasibnya yang malang... kini aku telah hancur berderai dan hati ku juga kerana menjadi alat pelepas geram yang amat berkesan...
Begitulah nasib diriku, aku sebijik pendrive...
Saturday, April 17, 2010
All I HEARD IS...
NEW PARAGRAPH... BLAH... BLAH... BLAH... BLAH... BLAH... BLAH...
THANK YOU
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
D.R.A.M.A.
R=for Royalty
A=for major Attention
M=dude... where's your Maturity?
A=think before u take any Action
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Once i closed my eyes
there will be the last
as promised
i will shut my eyes
the love and joy i felt
the friends and enemies i made
foods i tasted
water i drank
those words i spoke
the people i hurts
the people i cheered
the people i troubled
the people i helped
everything will be leaved behind
but i am sure
it will be memorable
for my soul and my beloved people
as sweet as morning breeze
much better than honey
bitter than raw coffee
too much to say
the only thing to think of
God,
please forgive me for what I've done
all mistakes and sins
for person i love the most
Mom,
I'm not the best son in the world
but I'm not the worse
for person i respected the most
Dad,
I'm sorry i fought too many battles
but found nothing in return
for person i care the most
Lil Sis,
I'm not a good role model
don't follow my lead or I'll beat your arse! hehe...
to my brothers and sisters in arms
take a good care of yourself
this fat man can't look after all of you anymore
pray for me once my name cross your mind
i shut my eyes... forever
*(i'm not dying, just this thing cross my mind)
Monday, April 5, 2010
Friday, March 19, 2010
sang ku riang episod 5
Sambungan episod 4... nyanyian sang ku riang terhenti kerana beliau terdengar suara merdu berlagu (dengan not C#7) "woi, diam la mangkuk!" yang sememangnya ditujukan kepada sang ku riang... puas dia mencari dari mana datangnya suara yang seolah memanggil-manggil sang ku riang... setelah puas mencari, sang ku riang putus asa dan meneruskan perjalanan hinggalah tiba sebuah kampung yang diberi nama 'tar coat hunt too"... dari pintu gerbang ke kampung itu... terlihatlah beberapa buah rumah usang lagi menyeramkan yang tersergam indah seperti banglo, semi D dan condo setinggan... lagi tambah menyeramkan, terdapat beberapa kubur tidak bernama di tepi laluan pejalan kaki, dan di setiap nisan terdapat 'greeting card' 'happy Halloween' sang ku riang mula berasa seram sejuk di bulu kakinya, namun dia cuba buat tak endah dengan meneruskan perjalanan tatkala hari semakin gelap dan langit menunjukkan tanda hari akan hujan tidak lama lagi, sang ku riang cuba mencari tempat berteduh dengan menuju ke rumah paling mewah dengan harapan dapat merasa santapan yang lazat-lazat... beliau tiba di sebuah rumah yang tersergam indah bak istana, bertatah kan daun nipah sebagai atap, kayu reput sebagai dinding, dan lampu pelita sebagai "garden light".. sang ku riang memberi salam dengan hormat dan harapan "woi, baik kau bukak pintu ni sebelum aku pecahkan"... tidak berapa lama... terdengar pintu dikuak dan muncul satu lembaga yang didepan pintu menjemput sang ku riang masuk ke dalam, sang ku riang memulakan langkah ke arah pintu rumah tersebut, semakin jelas susuk tubuh seorang perempuan berusia dalam lingkungan awal 20an... lalu dinyalakan lampu picit LED dan menyuluh wajah gadis itu, sungguh cantik wajahnya... tapi sayangnya... bermisai! tapi sang ku riang mengabaikan paras rupa gadis itu kerana ingin tumpang berteduh pada malam itu... setibanya di dalam rumah, si gadis itu menjemput sang ku riang menjamu selera dengan santapan makan malam yang sungguh enak dan lazat seperti ayam langgar panggang, kambing keracunan masak sup, dan ikan bandaraya goreng... sang ku riang sungguh berselera menghadap santapan yang disediakan oleh si gadis itu, selepas bersantap, sang ku riang mengucap syukur dan menyalakan sebatang rokok malroy... beliau dalam keadaan "topless" dan menayangkan tubuh sasa kurang zat kepada gadis ayu bermisai itu... mereka berbual tentang topik semasa seperti "foreign exchange", "stock exchange" dan kelemahan lain "superman"... sedang rancak berbual, tiba-tiba guruh berdentum memecah keheningan malam yang sememangnya sunyi ditemani bunyi cengkerik dan lagu-lagu "R&B" dan "house" dari 'club "euw fo ria"' kampung seberang, maka terdiam lah sang ku riang dan si gadis misai itu seketika, seumpama melihat 'paranormal activity' di depan mata... selepas itu sang ku riang cuba memulakan bicara semula namun si gadis itu hanya diam dan tersenyum... senyuman yang amat menyeramkan pada sesiapa yang memandang... sang ku riang mula terdiam dan terasa bulu kakinya meremang, gadis misai itu mula berubah menjadi suatu lembaga yang tidak amat menyeramkan sang ku riang... lembaga hasil dalam negeri! sang ku riang sudah 2 tahun cuba lari dari membayar cukai pendapatan atas alasan membayar hutang "ah ngah"... sang ku riang akhirnya menjelaskan secara online dan dibebaskan dari sitaan harta benda... subuh telah tiba... suara unggas sudah mula memecah keheningan pagi dan sang ku riang baru terjaga tidur berteman mimpi ngeri... setelah mandi dan bersiap-siap untuk memulakan perjalanan semula, gadis bermisai itu menyiapkan sedikit sarapan untuk sang ku riang santap sebelum memulakan perjalanan sejauh 290.21km ke 'ai don ting so'... setelah mengucapkan terima kasih atas tumpangan beliau di rumah si gadis ayu bermisai itu, sang ku riang meneruskan perjalanan ke arah 324.43.12 km tenggara... sehingga kini perjalanan sang ku riang masih belum menemui jalan buntu dan rintangan yang melemahkan semangat beliau... hinggalah sang ku riang tiba ke sebatang jalan beralamat, 89/32 JALAN BUNTU... bersambung...
Sunday, March 14, 2010
sang ku riang episod 4
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
this is what i found....
1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.
Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
KEEP READING
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.
Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know
WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US
26. DON'T lie to her
27. DON'T cheat on her!
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants
29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.
ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT
31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.
REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT
36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible
MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED
41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back--feels good
47. Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute
48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good ;D
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music
59. Don't ignore her or be nerveous around her--everything is going to be okay.
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go
sang ku riang episod 3
sang ku riang episod 2
Sunday, March 7, 2010
sang ku riang
Friday, March 5, 2010
heartbreaker....
for all we've been through, i appreciate what you've done to me, u did love me for who i am, take me as i am, but.... its my bad! i know it is my bad... but at least think of one thing... maybe we're not meant to be together or "did i treat him right?" for the start... but its all past now... wish we can still chill out together as friends! hopefully